Thank you all for your wonderful words! I had never thought that there are so wonderful people writing such helping words, that¥s incredible, it really is.
Many of you wrote that this forum is like a family, it seems to me that it¥s much more.
Even four days after Michaela died it¥s very hard for me to find words, and I fear it will be for a long time.
Anyhow I found the power to make up a little commemoration with some photos and some text. I tried it in english, I¥m sorry I can¥t explain feelings so well.
You find it under http://www.rhs-net.com/michaela.html
Thank you all so much for your help and the touching words!